Every once in awhile When I hear a certain song When I see a moonlit sky It brings back memories
Even though it's only been months It seems more like years Since I tried to hide my feelings Even shed a million tears
Tears for all the lost forevers Kisses that will never be tasted Arms that will never hold me tight Just empty longing in the black of night
But I almost reached that mountain top Her heart I could not stop Her love I treasured She will always be my forever memories
10:37 PM
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If I knew the last time we kissed would be the last time we would ever kiss, I would have kept my eyes closed in passion, instead of watching your cute facial expressions as our lips touched.
If I knew the last time we hugged would be the last time we would ever hug, I would have pulled you in a little closer, a little tighter so I could feel your heart beat against mine.
If I knew the last time we talked would be the last time we would ever talk, I would have serenaded you, or sung a silly song to make you smile. Or told you how you make me so happy. I would have said I love you many more times.
If I knew the last time we saw each other would be the last time we would ever see each other again, I would have held your hand against my chest, so you would know you own my soul forever.
12:44 AM
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Sunday, July 08, 2007
its been 2 weeks since i last saw her.. thought she left, i still love her dearly and she'll always be my one and only. friends keep telling me to be a man and not be so girly. but how can?!?!? i miss her dearly...
Now that i've lost everything to you You say you wanna start something new And it's breaking my heart you're leaving Baby, i'm grieving But if you wanna leave, take good care Hope you have a lot of nice things to wear But then a lot of nice things turn bad out there
Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world It's hard to get by just upon a smile Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world I'll always remember you like a child, girl
You know i've seen a lot of what the world can do And it's breaking my heart in two Because i never wanna see you a sad, girl Don't be a bad girl But if you wanna leave, take good care Hope you make a lot of nice friends out there But just remember there's a lot of bad and beware
Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world It's hard to get by just upon a smile Oh, baby, baby, it's a wild world I'll always remember you like a child, girl
Baby, i love you But if you wanna leave, take good care Hope you make a lot of nice friends out there But just remember there's a lot of bad and beware
9:01 PM
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Sunday, July 01, 2007
Don't lose your way With each passing day You've come so far Don't throw it away Live believing Dreams are for weaving Wonders are waiting to start Live your story Faith hope and glory Hold to the truth In your heart
If we hold on together I know our dreams Will never die Dreams see us through To forever Where clouds roll by For you and I
Souls in the winds must learn how to mend Seek out a star Hold on to the end Valley, mountain There is a fountain Washes our tears All away Words are swaying Someone is praying Please let us come Home to stay
If we hold on together I know our dreams Will never die Dreams see us through To forever Where clouds roll by For you and I
When we are out there In the dark We'll dream about the sun In the dark We'll feel the light Warm our hearts Everyone
If we hold on together I know our dreams Will never die Dreams see us through To forever As high As souls can fly The clouds roll by For you and I
6:47 AM
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Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Some things worth remembering
Always bear in mind that because of his shortcomings and weaknesses, he could not find a better wife than you.
We all look forward to being loved and respected. Many people are afraid of losing face. Generally, when a person makes a mistake, he would look around to find a scapegoat to point the finger at.
This is the start of a war. We should always remember that when we point one finger at a person, the other four fingers are pointing at ourselves.
If we forgive others, others will ignore our mistake too.
There is a Chinese saying which carries the meaning that "A speech will either prosper or ruin a nation." Many relationships break off because of wrong speech. When a couple is too close with each other, we always forget mutual respect and courtesy. We may say anything without considering if it would hurt the other party.
A friend and her millionaire husband visited their construction site. A worker who wore a helmet saw her and shouted, "Hi, Emily! Remember me? We used to date in the secondary school." On the way home, her millionaire husband teased her, "Luckily you married me. Otherwise you will be the wife of a construction worker." She answered, "You should appreciate that you married me. Otherwise, he will be the millionaire and not you."
Frequently exchanging these remarks plants the seed for a bad relationship.
This is a true story which happened in the States.
A man came out of his home to admire his new truck. To his puzzlement, his three-year-old son was happily hammering dents into the shiny paint of the truck.
The man ran to his son, knocked him away, hammered the little boy's hands into pulp as punishment.
When the father calmed down, he rushed his son to the hospital. Although the doctor tried desperately to save the crushed bones, he finally had to amputate the fingers from both the boy's hands.
When the boy woke up from the surgery & saw his bandaged stubs, he innocently said, " Daddy, I'm sorry about your truck." Then he asked, "but when are my fingers going to grow back?"
The father went home & committed suicide. Think about this story the next time someone steps on your feet or u wish to take revenge. Think first before u lose your patience with someone u love. Trucks can be repaired.. Broken bones & hurt feelings often can't.
Too often we fail to recognise the difference between the person and the performance. We forget that forgiveness is greater than revenge.
People make mistakes. We are allowed to make mistakes. But the actions we take while in a rage will haunt us forever.
Pause and ponder. Think before you act. Be patient. Forgive & forget.
Love one and all.
If you judge people, you have no time to love them.
11:09 AM
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Once upon a time, there was an island where all feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others including Love.
One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all repaired their boats and left. Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to persevere until the last possible moment.
When the island was almost sinking, Love decided to ask for help. Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat. Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?" Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."
Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel, "Vanity, please help me!" "I can't help you Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.
Sadness was close by so Love asked for help, "Sadness, let me Go with you." "Oh...Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"
Happiness passed by Love too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her!
Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come Love, I will take you." Love felt so blessed and overjoyed that he even forgot to ask him his name.
When they arrived at dry land, the man went his own way. Love realizing how much he owed the man asked Knowledge, "Who helped me?"
"It was Time," Knowledge answered.
"Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"
Knowledge smiled with deep Wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how great Love is."
- Author is emo.
7:52 AM
| hello once again! from all the "eh what happened" and "you okay?" messages i receive on msn, i know there are quite a number of people that actually read my blog.. lol.. aiya, sorry been kinda emo after yesterday. but know what? i won't let all these bother me again! But if u guys got advice, let me know k! u know my msn jus drop me a pm :)
here's the scenario and how i make myself get by. its now 1.10am. she work today but i never know what time she working until cos she never ever tells me. unless i ask.. but if i ask, i scared she say why i ask so much... so i jus wait lor.. nvm.. she came on.. msg me hi, how was my day. i replied my day was fine how abt yours? she replied abit tiring. then she said get tickets to transformers at cine... all that.. then later.. that was it.. silence.. that was around.. 10:30-10:45 somewhere there.. then i figured she'd go bathe which normally takes abt 45 mins - 1hr for her to be done with everything.. to break the silence, i asked her to try this cute game.. the isketch one la.. but she said "i try later" *silence again* haiya.. the point is... now is 1.10. she jus msged me "i dun wanna play the game cos must install something" "anyway i going slp now" so i figured how important i am.. oh well. things are weird.. and certainly not improving.. if you're reading this, u can call off the movie if u want.
i guess u are moving on and chatting up other people, so why shouldn't i ? hee.. dun needa explain nor tell me who u chat with. it doesn't matter and it will jus piss you off.. i wish u all the best. and now i'll be gone!
to friends : i'll be looking for work for the next few weeks.. and hopefully i can get a decent job. pls god help me out.. my friend once said "no $ no girl." so basically got $ got girl! so i wan LOADS of $ to pamper my girl... if u guys got any jobs to introduce just gimme a call! or drop me a pm on msn laaa if u dun have my number.. or email me if u dun have my msn..
lets see.. i have been awake for more than 24 hours now.. i lost count liao.. weird sia.. i'm feeling SUPER SLEEPY but when i lie down, cannot sleep luhhh.... someone cradle me plssssssss =X now the next best thing.... get high on C17 H21 NO4 and forget everything... this is one of those days i wished i was dead... for now, i'll jus stay up till i can fall asleep or till i die. maybe then i can see who really cares...
take care doods!!! <3
1:08 AM
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Tuesday, June 19, 2007
My love
Hold hands with me, Through night and day, Be in my dreams, I love you, you say.
But then one day, You broke my heart, Shattered in pieces And torn apart.
Our fingers used to touch, But now it's more than miles away, Yet I still think of you, Through every night and day.
You said that you'd love me forever, But you broke that promise now, No matter how much I love you, That can't change anything now.
You said I wasn't the one, I felt like I was the most stupid person of all.
But i still try and try again, Even though I always fall.
You said you loved me, i couldn't ask for more. Thanks for telling. I'm happy you loved me before.
7:43 AM
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A love so true A love so strong It's what we had But now it's gone The feelings were there As they are still But we can't be together And that part kills It tears me up It breaks my heart I love you so much But we're forever apart If things would change I would love to be there But you'll never love me again And you're right not to care So you live your own life And I try to go on with mine The days pass so slowly And I tell myself I'm fine I know that's a lie But I try to hold on To a love I once had But now is forever gone.
I think my life is worthless I think happieness will never reach me I think love is cruel sometimes How could I be such a fool How could I lose someone so special How could I have been so stupid Sometimes I think she is making a mistake Sometimes I think she'll never want me again Sometimes I think she could want me again The heartache I feel when she speaks to me The heartache I feel when i think of how i love her so much How could this angel that I love not need me How could this angel that I love hurt me My soul is empty without her My heart is breaking in pieces without her My mind is driving me insane without her I swear to God I can never love another I swear to God I'll always love her Only she can fill the hole in my heart Only she can make me happy Only she can be the reason I live I love who she is I love all of her I love how sweet she is And I love how caring she is And I love how beautiful she is And I love how incredible she is I also love how smart she is I also love how wonderful she is I also love how lovely she is Her heart is so kind Her soul is so sincere Her voice is untouchable This girl I love I can't live without This girl I love I don't know how to live without This girl I love is everything a heart could want She's everything good in life She's everything special in life She's everything I dreamed for I wanted to spend eternity with this girl I wanted to spend eternity with this angel I wanted to spend eternity with this love I still do. but i heard something interesting today. "the most foolish thing on this earth, is to regret something" and i don't wanna be a fool anymore. so i live my life and see how things go. and i'll just take everything that comes to me. face to face. not like a weak lil boy. why can't i let go of this? can someone tell me? why must i go thru it again?
it sounds so stupid, i wish things were like before. wouldn't that be nice. but now i know i have to straighten up my life. and make the best out of it. i only want the best for myself. and i will not settle for second best. and until that day comes, whether it does or not. u will never know how much i love you. you will not get a chance to read this. because i know u don't care anymore. but heck, i'm still writing. will someone save me?
that's that for now.
1:24 AM
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Wednesday, June 13, 2007
I wrote this poem, for you. I took the time, for you. I walked the mile, for you. I went through hell, for you. I starved myself, for you. I ripped out my heart, for you. I sold my soul, for you. and all for what? For you?
Sometimes I wish that night could last forever, Watching the stars with you. Waves of light move across the black sky. Without a care in the world, Just me and you, you and me, Hand in hand forever.
Sometimes I wish that dance could last forever, Waltzing around with you. No music is playing except in our heads. With noise all around, It's just me and you, you and me, Back and forth forever.
Sometimes I wish that touch could last forever, Feeling complete with you. No words are needed since our minds are one. With love in our eyes, It's just me and you, you and me, Holding each other forever.
Sometimes I wish that we could last forever, Becoming one with you. As we say yes to each other for time and eternity. With peace all around, It's just me and you, you and me, My sweetheart and I forever. But that's just a wish, Can impossible be made possible?
Love is not a forever guarantee Love is felt differently in you and me True love is a beauty that truly has a forever shine I will always be thankful that you were once mine I'm such a failure, i couldn't hold on to it Now i'm only left with regrets and pain, And it really feels like shit.
9:41 PM
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Sunday, June 10, 2007
Words may not be sufficient to explain what I feel. Actions may not be enough to show how much I care.
Songs may be sung but it can't send you the rythm of my heart. Poems maybe interpreted but it can't let you perceive the message I have in mind.
You may cross the ocean but you can never read between the lines. You may dream of fantasies but you can never drown any hint of mine.
You must be my ideal woman but you never seem to understand. How much i love you but doubt i ever can. until my heart speaks... until my mind acts... until miracles happen... until love will be enough reason to say... I love you..
6:18 PM
| Like the clouds that drift across the boundless summer sky Never caring much at all for all the endless days gone by Never knowing where my journey would finally come to end Hoping only that one day this lonely heart would mend
Each day was just the same as the one that came before To the entrance of my heart this life had closed the door Dispair was my companion as I wondered through this land My life lay in shattered pieces like a million grains of sand
She gave to me a love, the likes of which few men will ever know She was my friend, she was my partner and each day our love would grow I loved the way she kissed me and in my arms she'd lay How I loved her tender kisses as we'd wake to each new day
For a time I knew a joy that set my soul aflame An angel lay beside me, from heaven she had came When we loved I knew that I was standing at the brink of heaven's door I knew that I would treasure her for now and ever more
I cannot describe the pain I felt on the day she said goodbye For the first time I'd lost a love that I thought would never die The blame is mine and mine alone, for holding her too close We never made it to the dreams we had, and these were painful blows.
Listen closely on some night dear, as you lay upon your bed For the wind will whisper to you these words I've often said "I love you baby", please forgive me if you can For I always was and will be just your silly, silly man
"The only true happiness is to love and be loved" I will always love you baby... And you will live in my heart forever...
12:29 AM
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; The Boy (:
HIM: JEREMY aka DJJabroni
bDay: 170386. Pisces.
MSN/Friendster: Siansation86@hotmail.com
LoveS: Dancing, Remixing, Being with her, Slacking, Pasta & Ben & Jerry's!
SimplyIn Love With Her
; Love of my life.
HER: Stella aka Baby
bDay: 090987. Virgo.
Her Hair always smells like nice! :P
LoveS: Cheesecake,Tiramisu!
To me,She's Perfect!
; theSTATS&Pics.
Best relationship in my life ended after 11Months and 4Days.
hoping for a chance to prove myself though i know its almost impossible.
This blog is being kept alive by me because our relationship will always be happy memories.
love you always Bored Poeple..
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I'm no longer releasing exclusive mixes due to friends not commenting...
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